to put it simply, I want to be someone's everything. <3

love is not overrated.
there is a reason for all those songs
and the elderly couples in the park holding hands.

Girl: what would you like to lose
your sight
your hearing
your voice
Boy: my heart. so it won't hurt
when i can't see your face
when i can't hear your voice
&& when i can't say i love you
©chinesextakeout_quotes

it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has.
but it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all.

cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you'll fall apart no matter how strong you really are.

the only thing that matters,
the only thing thats real, is here & now.
no matter how much you love something
or how much you can take it for granted,
nothing last forever.

i wish everyone in the world was a different color, some shares would be similar, but there would only be two of the exact same color. the goal? to match colors. along the way, there will be several people with similar shares, but none of your true color. but when you find your matching color staring back at you -- you'll know it was meant to be.

^ i love that one.

hes the reason im messed up, the reason i cant get myself into another relationship. no matter how hard i try, no matter how badly i want to... i'm scared. i'm not scared of getting hurt, i'm scared of hurting someone else. because i could never love anyone, the way i love him.

"I know it hurts. But that's life. & sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, & it's pretty much all we've got."
-Garden State

& this is where you & me mean nothing more than a crossed out heart carved into a tree in my backyard.

hello there stranger.
do you remember when we used to love each other?

shes not like that now.
she knows better.
she knows now that people lie
& promises can be broken
as quickly as they're made
she understands that she might never be loved. </3

comment lots. mk?

& for one desperate moment there,
he crept back in her memory.
god, it's so painful.
something that's so close,
& still so far out of reach.

i saw you the other day through a foggy window,
you looked exactly the same..
but i knew everything had changed.

in this endless summer all she wants is a love that she can never forget. <3

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other ?
your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
i dont ever wanna love another.

i never saw it coming... <3

When your hand is in mine, all I'm thinking is,
"This is the way it should be."

see how he comes up & tells a stupid joke,
& she rolls her eyes at him & seems annoyed?
look in her eyes & you can tell she secretly loves it

just look me in the eyes & promise you'll love me forever.
even if its just a lie, its enough to get me through the night.

why is it that when you miss somebody so much
that your heart is ready to disintegrate,
you always hear the saddest song ever on the radio?

he took advantage of the nice, naive, & beautiful. <3

shes only known heartache & pain.
but shes never known a pain like this,
she stands alone defending her name.
when all that shes done is be who she is.

dear boy,

    so maybe me & you were suppose to end this way. both going in our own directions. we are two completely different people. & no matter how hard we tried, we couldnt overcome our differences. no, i'm not sad that its over between us, but yet i'm not happy either. we had something special, but in the end.. the sparks just didnt cut it. anyways, i'm mostly writing this letter to tell you i've met someone else. someone else who can make me smile & give me butterflies. someone who reaches for my hand first & likes to rub my thumb, just like you did. he knows that i love it when boys hold the door open for me & i love to joke around. he makes me happier then i've been in a long time maybe he could be the one, who knows. but boy, i want to thank you. you showed me what love was, what love meant. i hope someday you find the perfect girl, because obviously, i never was & never will be, atleast not for you. i wish you all the love & happiness in the world, all i ever wanted was for you to be happy & i guess now, i'm finally getting my wish. goodbye boy, never forget me.


sincerely, me.

tonight, i watch the lights go out in your house.
wondering how i could get so deep & you could still get to sleep.

i'm afraid that i'm not good enough for you. & that i never will be.
& if i do this, you'll realize that you've grown way beyond me.
& i'm just going to lose you, again.

i starting dancing alone in my room because it was better than lying in bed, knowing you were out dancing with someone else.

you may just be a boy, but to her you're the world. you are the reason the sun comes up every morning. you are the reason love exists & the reason sunsets are beautiful. you are the reason the world spins, & the reason music plays. & the saddest part.. she would've died for you. </3

this is the only lonely picture waiting on my floor, littering my shore. this is the last true burning letter, given to a girl, written by a boy.

Isolde: Love is as strong as death. Why be capable of feelings if we're not to have them? Why long for things if they're not meant to be ours?
Tristan: There are other things to live for; duty, honor.
Isolde: They are not life Tristan. They are shells of life. Love is made by God. Ignore it and you suffer as you cannot imagine.
Tristan: Then I will no longer live without it.
--Tristan and Isolde

& the way i see it, yeah i know i'm not over him. but i know i will never be over him throughout my entire life. so i just look at it like this. he will always have a big piece of my heart, always. but i just need to except the fact that its okay. i can still feel things for other people. & hopefully i'll learn to just be able to give the rest of my heart to someone else. but until then, i'll just end up having fun in life. & hopefully i'll meet the right person to get me completely over him. but until then... i'll hope. <3